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A quick thought…

I have traveled to Utah to get my normal scans done (MRI, CT, and bone scan). It’s really silly how every time I get ready for them, I am so nervous. I am so scared I may hear some news I don’t want to hear. But then in the back of my mind I feel like everything is going to be fine. I heard that this is normal. I hope so. So here I am preparing myself. I am excited to go see some of the nurses that were so good to me. I call them friends. It’s funny how I forget what floor I need to go to see them AND get my scans done. It’s not like I haven’t been there plenty of times before. Maybe someday I will remember, but until then I will be the women who pushes the elevator buttons on each floor to look out to see if I recognize anything!!! I’m crazy.

I am also turning the BIG 30 next week!!! Yeah!!!! I know to some that is still a baby age, but to me it is a mile stone. I remember when I was sick I kept saying that I haven’t even been able to turn thirty yet. I didn’t want to die without turning the BIG 30. Everyone is always talking about them turning thirty and how some didn’t mind it and how some did. I am excited. I can finally be out of the twenties. On to a new number now. I hope the thirties are fabulous. I need them to be. Randy asked me if it is all I thought it would be now. Turning thirty. Well it isn’t. I don’t feel any different. I am just so happy to be alive and here to celebrate another birthday. It will be so dang fun!! I just had to share a few thoughts/feelings. I will have to post after my doctors appointment on Monday. Please say a prayer for me.

I am so grateful for all of the friendships I have. It means so much to me and my family. Becca:)


Here is a picture of me bald and dancing with my physical therapist a day after my surgery. Cancer free!!!


Comments

Danielle

My dear Becca-I just love you! 30 is a big milestone- I will be 29 this week, so I’m looking forward next year to a new decade as well. Blake was very concerned today that Michael was not at church. He couldn’t believe that Randy was there but Michael wasn’t. I am thinking great thoughts for you and saying a prayer, good luck, we miss you!

Stephanie

Great pic! Made me smile to see you dancing with your Physical Therapist! lol I will be thinking of you regarding your appointment for the scans. I hope things go well.

Congrats on the big 3-0! I have to admit, I was one of those people who didn’t like turning 30. It scared me big time! lol Now I’m 31 and it’s no longer a biggie. I’m glad that you are able to enjoy that milestone!

Jacob

It was so great to see you this last week. Your sweet little boys are getting so big. We look forward to your next visit! Take care We love you guys!

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